14 Jun 2009...

... merupakan hari yang paling membosankan dalam sejarah hari lahirku. Kerana tarikh itu berada di pertengahan bulan, makanya tiada apa yang "istimewa" yang mampu aku lakukan. Well, money could certainly buy SOME amount of happiness.

Tapi aku tak sedih. Aku habiskan hari itu dengan aktiviti kegemaranku - TIDUR. And I can REALLY SLEEP! Forget the world, forget everything! And always dream on...

Empat hari sebelum itu, hari lahir adik aku - PUN BOSAN. Dia tak bosan sebab dia keluar dengan kawan-kawan (suatu kebiasaan yang dia tidak kisah untuk teruskan walaupun dia tahu dia tidak bergaji tetap malahan meminjam duit wanita-wanita famili ini! Dasar manusia!). HUH!

Satu fakta menarik dalam keluarga ini ialah kewujudan adanya TIGA orang insan berbintang GEMINI - memang sangat penuh ber'angin'. Monsun tak kira masa atau tempat. (Kadang-kadang, rasa sangat kelakar ^_^ )

Apapun, alhamdulillah aku dapat pergi swimming dengan kawan aku di kondominiumnya. Ia bukanlah terlalu istimewa, but it was the best pre-birthday celebration that I ever had since such a long time now...

It's funny how birthdays actually illustrate hints of how your year would be. If this really is the case, I guess I'm going to have a very "sleepy" and tiresome year. Not that I haven't had a bad year already, but the birthday somehow strengthened the fact that I'm becoming more and more of a loser with the coming of each day.

I want to have a GREAT YEAR. Maybe I will somehow... I guess I just have to keep trying.

I believe that I'm already happy with my life as it is, and that I will be happy in future just staying the same. I certainly hope that I can.

This is what happens when you suddenly realise - marriage is not for me... Hope I can make my mom understands it...