Trick Or Treat

Relationships are tricky.

They are treacherous and unreliable - winding and not worthy of trust.

For the so-called 'treats' that they offer, it is just not worth the effort that you have to put in.

For any kinds of relationships with the human species, there really is no guarantee that you would actually enjoy what has been gained (or treasure what's lost, for that matter) - no guarantee at all.

I realised this when I was being enlightened by my mom in a recent mother-daughter-friend conversation. A sudden revelation came upon me ...... and I made a statement to my mom, saying how, objectively thinking, I don't have any friends or acquaintances that love me more than I do them. Sad, isn't it? But, the truth is that I know it has always been like this. I keep asking myself if there ever was and if there ever will be a person out there who would love me more than I do them, but the truth is that I don't want to care.

But, that's the thing, I DO. I think all humans do.

Please, I just want to find my way out of this.

Please.