I used to wish for him to be mine, but now I know better - I understand better.
Especially after being able to talk to him like real friends just now - genuine non-romantic friendship (or sorta!).
Still, I will always love him as someone special - someone who owns his own soft, special spot in my little heart. I just cannot do less.
It really means a lot when I can admit this so openly - I feel free, free from this burden of unrequited love.
He will only be just another colleague for me now... just another person in my professional life... just another figure standing in the crowd... insyaAllah....
Though I do wonder why he wouldn't want to sit and have his lunch with me just now, I mean, my table was practically empty (as all other tables in the cafe too)... But, whatever!
Ya Allah, thank you very much! Alhamdulillah...
Pasal Toujours Advanced Collagen Shots
11 years ago
people feel awkward in d weirdest of ways..plus sometimes men just feel that they should not give you the wrong impression when they're the ones attarcted to you..meh!! all people are like that..poyo je kite ni sume..xoxo
ReplyDeleteDear Anon,
ReplyDeleteReally agree with u.
Guess that, in a way, all humans are freaks, right?
^_^
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