people blog for various reasons.
call me selfish or what eva, but i dont really care about other people’s reasons for blogging. wut i do care is the fact that they blog n i get to enjoy lotsa blogs out there that’s waiting to be discovered.
but, there are so many interesting blogs in the web - too many that i dont really have time to read much. styles of blogging (or, in other word, writing) differ too from one person to the other. mine - it has always been about an online personal journal.
i know of some prejudiced minds out there that would think how foolish of me to keep a personal journal online - n how boring. i know too that many would not even bother to give my blog a second glance - wut is there to read about a simple girl’s stories, rite? i mean, come on….. rite?
sometimes, even i would doubt my own judgment in writing this personal journal online. i mean, blogging should be about writing one’s opinions n thoughts about sth - more of an expository essay or sth, rite? n personal stuffs arent supposed to be declared publicly…. yeah, that’s wut i thought of too - in the beginning….
well, i think i juz wanna be one of those boring blogs that talk about nothing basically - merely juz babbling around stuffs that dont really matter… life, love. hate, work, life again, boys, girls, family, bare opinions on sth, love again, frenships, relationships, finding self, n life again - again…. et cetera, et cetera….
come to think of it, i talk nonsense most of the times… but, interestingly enough, i find more people doing even more nonsensical stuffs in real life - wasting their youths, times, n lives away by doing things that they know would destroy them, but they juz dont wanna care…
i hope i would be able to use this blog as a therapy not to become one of those people….
no, they’re not bad.. they’re juz humans… but i dont wanna waste away sth that i dont have control of… i wanna control myself while i can, while i’m still in charge of my sanity - n maybe try to do more good to others in the meantime.
i wanna love Allah more than i already am being loved by Allah. can this be done? gratitude may be the KEY….
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