Maybe it was the +ve spirit i promised myself last nite…or maybe it was the soothing aura I was experiencing this morning…or maybe it was simply because i REALLY wanted 2 REALLY LIVE my life - the strong desire to be myself and ENJOY LIFE… Either one or more, it doesnt really matter ‘coz i had one helluva beautiful day today! And it started by having juz a lil’ bit more than plain attitude towards my life - me, myself and I 
no, it wasnt really an exciting day … Nor was it exhilarating me in any ways… But it was the thought that I had a better day that made d difference. Never underestimate d power of mind control…
‘coz, u know what, in reality this was one of d MOST BORING day of my entire freaking life BUT somehow the way I approached it really made me realise that IT’S X SO BAD AFTER ALL…
Life is juz like a wheel - it turns round and round, over n over again - and it has its own ups n downs. Yet, sometime or later, it hits a road bump and it soars up. And then, once in a while, it falls into a hole - going down and down and down… But it’s exciting n very inviting to watch it goes through all the bumps and holes - juz as it’s interesting to see ourselves rise up and down through a string of never-ending challenges ;p)
"Sweet memories and bitter ones - what r we without them
luv n hate as thin as ONE entity
- we can never figure out enough -"
"For I am still a sinner (even in this holy month of Ramadhan)
who seeks forgiveness from Allah the Almighty
and can only pray that He forgiveth -
my wrongful deeds
And pray some more
that i’d be the faithful servant to Him
~penuh iman dan taqwa, melaksanakan apa yg disuruh-Nya dan meninggalkan larangan-Nya~
And only LUV fills my heart - eternal luv towards Allah"
n then, secretly wish that i am FREE from him…really wish that he’s no longer part of my thoughts, my deep emotions - no longer be d one i’m quietly missing or silently crying over in my heart :(
I know he’s x d best of men (but my heart keeps telling me that i’m x d best of women either)… and i know him too well inside-out, good-and-bad that i know he’s x d one for me juz as I’m x meant for him. (I guess I also realised that I’m not his typical type)
hmm… I wish a good friend of mine can come here (I mean, literally come here from Kuantan) and tell me "be still, my beating heart, be still"… hhmmm… the great comfort of good company =] How I miss those good old times…
But, ‘coz life’s like this and I will juz take one giant step at a time. Today, it’s another giant step towards HAPPINESS and SUCCESS.
AKU PILIH UTK JADI SEORG PEMENANG - AKU PILIH UTK MENANG!!!
Cinta mungkin dtg dan pergi, tp aku akan terus bangkit dari kekurangan dan kesilapan diri. Bangkit menjadi seorg WIRAWATI demi DIRIKU SENDIRI! (Tp xkan lupa sumer org lain yg aku syg dan menyayangiku ;o] )
I AM MY OWN HERO!
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